be it romantic, friendly, or even sexual harassment, my abuser said i wasn’t even good enough to be sexually harassed.
that i’m autistic and therefore less than human, an animal, a child. i shouldn’t have relationships as a “child” and i’m not even attractive enough or deserving of being kissed, touched, or pat on the shoulder in a friendly gesture.
that i never had to worry abt sexual harassment because i was that gross and autistic.
My advice is to never contact this person again. A lot of this is probably stemming from their own insecurities, but whatever the cause, you don’t talk to people like that. I don’t give a shit what you look like, if you talk this way, you’re the ugliest person in the room easily.
Keep your head up and try to not let someone else maliciousness get you down too much.
Jesus Christ, your abuser is a massive asshole, full offence intended!
Is there any way you could detach yourself from them, for your own sake?