Lack of sleep (because today is supposed to be a holiday and NO ONE is supposed to be working)

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Hunger (for rushing home without lunch or breakfast)

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Previous anger over a bad paycheck (I was docked 25% of my pay for not showing up one day through no fault of my own)

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The stress of working against the clock because we were supposed to finish early

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My first panic attack in 5 fucking years and an embarrassing episode at work that I’m sure I’ll have to talk to HR about tomorrow or Monday so they can determine if I’m sane or crazy and should be fired…

I am… So tired…